I have a lot to talk about, this time I will keep it short.

I saw the doctor yesterday.

The pathology reports are not yet in. When they do come in, I will (hopefully) know why my baby died. They said they will also tell me the sex of the baby.

The doctor called me today & told me that I am able to pick up my baby's remains at the hospital whenever I ( Read more... )

I have so much to say and nowhere to begin. 
I have never felt like this before & I hope I never do again. 

I lost my baby.

http://p0d-pers0n.livejournal.com/

In This Heart

In this heart lies for you
a lark born only for you
who sings only to you
my love 
my love
my love

I am waiting for you
for only to adore you
my heart is for you
my love 
my love 
my love

This is my grief for you
for only the loss of you
the hurting of you
my love
my love
my love

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What a great day (weather wise) to start my vacation! I went to the library today and hit this HUGE several-block yard sale thingy! It was super! LOL Naw, but it at least gave me exercise. 

I just wanted to let everyone know (who may be interested) that

a) i realize that not all of you want to hear about pregnant-related stuff 
so 
b) I've created a SEPERATE journal which is nothing but stuff about my pregnancy

If you would like to read it every now and then, please go to: http://

7 weeks and 2 days

Due Jan 3rd 2007

I still have a long way to go, but I am completely giddy! I am  AMAZED that I could even get pregnant, and when I begin to think about the fact that there is a tiny little human growing inside of me, it is overwhelming!

Oh--and I'm sure Ken would like me to share this with you. Here is his corny line that he used on ( Read more... )

According to the "Which Big Lebowski character are you?" quiz:

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