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It's been awhile since I've posted here. Incase you don't remember, I lost my first child @ 10 weeks on June 15th of this year ( Read more... )

Well, I got my first period since the loss of our baby.

It's just one more kick in the pants...reminding me that my uterus is still defective.

July 18th 2006 = first failure attempt @ conception since m/c

I got a call from the DR.'s office the other day with the results....

They took samples of skin, membranes, & a piece of the umbilical cord and got nothing! They didn't even get ONE chromosome! They couldn't even tell us what sex it was. They said it was a "culture failure". Nice.

So, needless to say, I am very angry/disappointed/heartbroken/ ( Read more... )

I talked to the hospital yesterday. I am disappointed; they said that the test results are not in & it may be two more weeks.

What? The? Hell?

Does it normally take this long?????

PLEASE!!

Any and everyone!!!

Please watch this short video. It perfectly explains (without being longwinded) what we are going through & what to say.

Early Show Correspondent Laurie Hibberd reports on a topic with which she has a personal connection: how people deal with miscarriages and stillbirths.

http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?ei=UTF-8&p=m ( Read more... )

tOdAy---I bUriEd mY cHiLd

My poor baby was too small to create any ashes.

The memorial stone  says:

Sweet little flower
of heavenly birth
you were too fair
to bloom on Earth.

The same stone can be seen here: http://www.thecomfortcompany.net/index.asp?PageAction=VIEWPROD&ProdID=251

I have a lot to talk about, this time I will keep it short.

I saw the doctor yesterday.

The pathology reports are not yet in. When they do come in, I will (hopefully) know why my baby died. They said they will also tell me the sex of the baby.

The doctor called me today & told me that I am able to pick up my baby's remains at the hospital whenever I ( Read more... )

I lost my baby.

I had him/her here, at home.

He/She was just a bit bigger than a strawberry but smaller than a plum. He/she already had arms, legs, fingers, toes, knees, elbows, eyes, nose, & a mouth...

I was 10 weeks along.

I am heartbroken. I can't even begin to describe to you how it feels to be told that your baby is dead (especially a baby that ( Read more... )

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