it's been an awesome week and hopefully it'll be an awesome spring break. that's about all i gotta say.

O M G!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT IN TO SMU MEADOWS SCHOOL OF THE ARTS AS A BASSOON PERFORMANCE MAJOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.......... too many things on my mind to create a comprehensive text, so i won't.

blah, guys, just blah. cold weather is nice for curlying up on a couch, but other than that it sucks. it makes me tired and achy and unmotivated and it gets birthday parties cancelled, which explains why i'm updating right now. yup. alone ONCE AGAIN on a saturday night and the sad thing is i actually had plans, but the sleet has delayed such plans ( Read more... )

so, i'm so glad the weekend's almost here. i can't wait till elizabeth's party on saturday night. I just want to have fun and relax and go crazy, but not too crazy. doctor's appointment tomorrow, woopie. at least i get to miss government and biology, but in reality i really don't want to miss those classes, or any classes in general. i hate missing ( Read more... )

well, i have good news and bad news. the good news is that i don't have to audition for rice, which is such a relief because the audition material was wicked hard! the bad news is i didn't get in, but the bassoon professor said i pretty much didn't have a chance because they hardly ever accept undergraduate bassoonist, and they aren't going to ( Read more... )

things have gotten better since my last entry. i had a self-realization yesterday, and that was interesting. i won't go into much detail about it because i'm still kinda self-realizing. now i'm just worried about college auditions, but at least my worrying is a little bit more focused and controlled. i have solutions to my problems, not just ( Read more... )

i just want this week to be over, or really this month and it's only the first day. i just have to think that by the end of this month it will all be over. i won't have anymore college auditions or solo and ensemble stuff, and hopefully i won't have to worry about my sister too much. i just feel so up in the air right now. i just want everything to ( Read more... )

this isn't good...

all-city band was so much fun!!! i got to sit next to cool people and our director was so weird, yet horribly funny... it was awesome, dispite the fact that our music sucked ass. last year of all-city, though. i feel sad, yet acomplished and happy that i don't have to deal with any of that crap anymore. now i have to get my stuff ready for ( Read more... )