i don't think i've ever been so stressed out!!!! i think it all comes down to this rice audition, which i hopefully don't have to do because i don't have the audition material ready and i'm busy on all of the audition dates. that's why i sent them a recording!!!!! i feel like i'm going to throw-up ever time i think about it. I just want all of this ( Read more... )

so i should be doing my government homework right now, but i thought i should update, even though i have nothing to talk about. nathan's sick, and that made me sad. prom is at the end of april, coolness. graduation is moved up to tuesday, may 23, scary. i hope i get into at least one of the collges i applied to. i think i can get into the actually ( Read more... )

so, during the week i was so tired. I kept going to sleep like around 9:00, which is really early for any highschooler. Then on friday night during my 3 hour regional band rehearsal my throat hurt soooo bad, i cried on the way home. Friday was just a crappy day, probably because it was the thirteenth and all. Freaks on the train ride, getting sick ( Read more... )

i've got to do my government homework today and do my essay for rice!! I'm such a bad procrastinater now! If i had had to do this last year i would have already been done, but alas, senior-itous seems to be kicking in but i'm really trying hard to fight it. All i do on my livejournal is worry about homework and school, which makes me sound like a ( Read more... )

Nolan estes is crap, but i'll get used to it and at least try to make the best out of my last symester of high school. i need to study.

i'm being driven insane right now. I can't handle all of this instablity. I need to know that one thing is going right in my life right now, and i can't even have that. I need to write 4 essays for colleges and finish my ap biology homework, considering i have a study session on sunday. i feel so strungout right now. There's only so much i can

omg!!!!! i need to fill out college applications!!!!! and do homework, but what's the point of doing my homework if i haven't applyed to any colleges! AAAAHHHH!!! I'm stressing myself out!

i feel so scatter-brained right now. I can't even type. I feel like i need to do something but i can't sit still long enough to do anything, if that makes any since. i'm already bored with this. my hands are shaking, and i don't know why. i'm nervous and i don't know why. What's wrong with me? i'm not making any since. but this isn't a bad thing. I ( Read more... )

Last night was nice. Not nice as in it was just "nice" but nice in the way that it was so good that u can't think of any other word to discribe it. Going on a date is nice, i must say, especially when u go on a date with someone who's pretty much perfect for u. Today i'm going to six flags!! Yay!! It's going to be cold especially when were riding ( Read more... )

Yesterday i found out that my bio lab was due today instead of thursday and i freaked out!!! My lab is 17 pages long and it took me about eight hours to do it. I only stopped to call my lab partner and ask her questions, eat, and go out and buy a cover protecter for it. But i'm done!!! I'm turning it in today which means i get to see nathan! Yay ( Read more... )