Making a difference

I wept in my dreams.
I dreamed you lay in the grave;
I awoke, and the tears
still poured down my cheeks.

I wept in my dreams,
I dreamed you had left me;
I awoke and I went on weeping
long and bitterly.

I wept in my dreams,
I dreamed you were still kind to me;
I awoke, and still
the flow of my tears streams on.
-Heinrich Heine

I'm sick of being the butt end of jokes. Whatever I do I get rejected. I'm sick of being this toy that people can just mess with. I've tried not to care about what people say. I try to act tough, but its only my wall. But in all reality I'm just this stupid weak girl who allows people to mess with my emotions, enstrangle my hopes and dreams. Just ( Read more... )

I got most of my school books today... Dad left for up-north.... Mom went to a DSO concert and Meadow Brook..... My sister and I are still planning the secret from the parents. They probably won't know till the Thursday next week....

Drove around all over today. Took audie to Walsh college about FAFSA. Ummm... passed my road test. I did my O'Tooles application again, since they lost the other one. I have to drop that off tomorrow morning. I need to apply for FAFSA, so I can see if I can get help for school. I still haven't finished my scholarship essay yet. What's nice is that ( Read more... )

While I was driving today I went through a, "Round About".  Not once but like three times. Each time I almost got my dad and I in an accident. It also doesn't help that he yells a lot in the car, mostly at me. Lets see, I signed up for my classes today. I'm taking classes at Highland Lakes and at Orchard Ridge. Two of them are on Tuesday all day. ( Read more... )

Well I went up to OCC to see about which classes and all that. The counselor I had was no help what so ever. She was trying to get me out of her office, before I even asked my 2nd question. Most of the classes I need to take are of course booked solid. I'm not sure anymore if I want to get into Physical Therapy. I'm not even sure if there is a ( Read more... )

Took the COMPASS test today. I got the highest English test, which is amazing for me. Math, i'm not so sure about at this point. Going to see my counselor tomorrow to pick out my classes for this fall. Finding a car is so hard! GRRRR..... Nothing makes it up to my dads standards.

"A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world." By Oscar Wilde

I talked with my mom this morning. Things are slowly getting better. My father is still unreasonable yet.