update hmm. i have royally desecreated any chances of intelligent thought/speech. self inflicted so i cannot complain. i really under estimated this feeling. denial. everything appears so sterile in a year 12 psychology textbook. school...that was a while ago now. under taking a rather different behavioural pattern to what was expectated. switch on ( Read more... )

a (success)

b (failure)

w (data) x (theory) y (execute) z (reciprocate)

equation1

a= w+x+y+z
(success = data + theory + execute + reciprocate)

equation2

b= w+x+y+z
(failure = data + theory + execute + reciprocate)

equation2 is unfortunately correct at this time. perhaps some other day.

i am going to place you in an old shoe box under my bed