AHHHHHH.....FRIDAY

It has been way to long since I have been able to sleep until I wake up and lay in bed until I want to get up - not because of the phone or because of the ALARM

I did have to talk on the phone today with my dad - not usually a good  conversation - your procrastinating - are you doing this - are you doing that - have you ( Read more... )

Friday - what a wonderful day - There is no school (exams in the higher grades-but not for us.....heheheheheh) and I dont work at the tree factory. I wonderful day all to myself.....ahhhh...what luxury. Doesn't happen to me very often. Maybe I will actually take down Christmas. Well, I talked to some compadres at the tree factory over the guy, ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a while since I wrote in here - hopefully I will do better in the new year. The holidays went a lot better then I expected - emotionally at least. Hmmmm...what did I do over the holidays? Got stuck in a 4 hour traffic jam - ent to three totally different cities in three states. Busy busy busy. New Years was interesting. Not ( Read more... )

Well - I finally have a good reason to post. It seems as though I just may have passed my classes this semester. Which is quite amazing considering the fact that I felt like I was drowning through most of it. I am not sure if the professors knew about my situation and took pity on me cause some of the papers I turned in were not worthy of the ( Read more... )

Well, I just got backfrom the doctor - he wants to put me on an anti-depressant - Lexipro or something. Personally I am not sure I need it - well, thats not true. I do need it but I was so hopeing that I would be able to handle my problems on my own. I need to decide now if I should take them or let them sit on my shelf staring at me - taunting ( Read more... )

I am feeling so blah.....what am i doing? I am just sitting here ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||| 50% Schizoid |||||||||||| 46% Schizotypal |||||||||||| 42% Antisocial |||||| 26% Borderline |||||||||||||| 58% Histrionic |||||||||||| 42% Narcissistic |||||| 26% Avoidant |||||||||||| 42% Dependent |||||||||||||| 54% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||| 26% Take Free ( Read more... )

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Intellect ||||||||||||||| 46% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Aggressiveness ||||||||| 26% Liveliness ||||||||| 30% Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 46% Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Paranoia || ( Read more... )

Okay - here is the deal. I just hung up with a friend of mine from high school. My class is having our 10 year reunion on the Saturday after Thanksgiving. I am not going to attend this. Why? Because I have yet figure out a positive outcome from seeing any of those people. I do not have anything in common with the majority of those people. A ( Read more... )

Well, my first entry into the journal - I feel like I should start this journal with something profound or something different from what everyone else has done - not that I have looked at everyone elses but this just calls for something big. It is not going to be like that because I am not a profound person. I really do not say amazing things - ( Read more... )