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god life hurts so bad, i cant do this anymore, pills are looking rather attractive, somone save me, i have no life, no reason for living, anything sharp or pill like its looking so awesome right now, i have a mountain of scars from cutting but i like then cause every scar tells a story and i like that, but i feel so down and suicidal right now that ( Read more... ) -
Oh misery...
So, i don't think that im in a very good place right now, its quite sad because i have everything i have ever wanted and it's still not enough, i dont know what i want to do with my life, im so confused, im confused about every little miniscule thing. I need a job, ive sent like a billion CV's out and ive heard nothing..it gets very disheartning ( Read more... ) -
Your words are deadly weapons
I feel like shit ( Read more... ) -
I miss you
Martyn stayed over last night, i was so happy to see him :]. I don't know what's wrong w/ me, everytime i think about him i want to smile ( Read more... ) -
Body language
So a funny thing happened today, i went into music and that was all good, then terry told me about his 'Special Talent'. He can read people's body language ( Read more... ) -
Oh Mr Happiness
Yesterday i went to the Cwmfelin pub to celebrate em's 18th, i caught a bus up there w/ Martyn and we got attacked by a bunch of chavs on the bus, they decided that it would be funny to throw chains at us. Also, Martyn had dyed his hair green {Which look totaly rad} and they were calling him the grinch. It's nice to know that you are no longer ( Read more... ) -
In love and lust
The fastest way to a man's
heart is through his ribcage.
AND,
To say the name of those dead
is to make them live again..
AND,
I bare my own cross I need
no other.