so confussing. why why why why why. i havent slept for a week almost, well atleast WELL. umm i just lay there and think about the same thing everynight.  dreaming about him, thinking about him, wondering if he will show up friday or not. or something. i dont know. i cant stop thinking about it. yet i just want to smile becaue i hope i know he will ( Read more... )

WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FOR ONCE, AND STAY HAPPY, IS IT LIKE A SIN FOR ME TO BE HAPPY. I DONT GET IT.
WHY AM I STILL LIVING IF I CANT EVEN BE HAPPY FOR ONE DAY STRAIGHT.

When you cry be sure to dry your eyes ( Read more... )

you know i was in the best mood for a long time, and that ussually never happens for me that much, becasue some one alwyas comes along and ruins it. why is that. how can someone go so low into my bones and just make me feel like complete and total shit. then to top it off i cant see ashley today. surprise surprise. i never see that girl :(. well ( Read more... )

you know

i love my friends.

i wish i would stop being so.. stupid.
but this time, im actually happy...
fully happy. its weird.

im happy :).

you don't miss me at all?

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