i've had the hick ups for ever and they won't go away.... please make them stop... two days is enough.... i swear i'm going to slit mu wrists if it goes on for one more day.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i want to die....

hmmmmmmmmmmm... i hate pack stuff and un packing stuff... it's such a pain in the ass...

yyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssss.... it's the 13th my lucky day.... watch out i'm unstopable today, ah yes, this guy i've been talking to asked me to be his girlfriend, so yes i have a boyfriend... it's wierd i know a boy actually likes me, he makes me very happy and i'm not scared of him for some reason... it's a good sign. so just thought i'd ( Read more... )

i've been listening to cursive non stop latley. i don't know why it's just always stuck in my head. i've had a lot on my mind latley... i don't know like the whole being alone thing, someone told me the other day that they hated me cause i didn't like them the way that they like me... yes mr. patch darling i'm talking about you... but i thought ( Read more... )

it's 7:30 and i haven't gone to sleep yet... it think i'm going crazy... i'm sitting in the apartment wearing red gloves and a sweatshirt... yep i'm crazy. i'm just getting really stressed out and a little confused. hmm story of my life. well everyone have a good thanksgiving i love you all...

i'm so happy i'm sitting here right now listening to my song, well it's not really my song but my names in it so i figured that counted for something. i'm feeling happy and giddy the last two days... i don't know even though things are kind of going bad in one aspect of my life another thing is starting to look up fo me isn't that how it always

i drove a bro truck last night... it was so funny cause it was super big... it was like stepping behind enemy lines it was kind of wierd. but the guy who's truck it was is super adorable. it kind of shocked me that he owned a huge truck like that. but it dosn't change the fact that he's really sweet and super cute... what can i say ( Read more... )

grrrr... i'm sick of people being stupid... last night i was at 80's night with my friend scottie and i told him to drink up cause the more he drinks the better i look, then he tells me i don't have to drink to see that your beautiful, you are all the time, then he preceeds to tell me that all his firends all love me which is unheard of because ( Read more... )

today i am sad panda.... my lip piercings are gone for good.... i was at some guys birthday party with my friend... the one in the previous post, and i lost one of my piercings down the drain and the other one i took out and threw somewhere in the yard... yeah i wasn't thinking clearly. so they are no more, i guess it had to happen some time i ( Read more... )

i hate it when i start to do this... i meet someone who i think is nice and something happens and i get grossed out by them and i don't want to talk to them... it's stupid it'm my friend but i've found my self thinking about him and talk to him all the time, then we hung out and one thing led to another and we started kissing... it was wierd though ( Read more... )