Well folks, haven't been on here in a while, but thought I'd leave an update. Life is nuts. FJ wants me gone and are trying everything they can to get me to quit or do something that will let them fire me without have to provide unemployment. Classes are hectic, trying to get everything in one class completely caught up. Doing fine in my other ( Read more... )

Well folks, today REALLY sucked. James and I are possibly gona be out on our ass, and to top it all off, someone I've known for a while died this morning. Too late to go into detail, needless to say, Dave wants to beat the shit out of me for no real good reason, and has decided to move out A.S.A.P. and James and I can't pick up the tab here ( Read more... )

Well kiddies, I feel slightly accomplished these days. I'm at the end of a nice and restful vacation. I've got a new place to live (Although it's not the IDEAL situation, it'll work for now). Anna and I have hit the 1-year mark (and still retarded for each other I hope, I know I am). Things are looking up, and I'm getting things done. This ( Read more... )

Well kids, my week has been interesting to say the least. MY nephew pulled some stupid shit and totalled his mom's car(nephew's only 13), My friend Rachel blew off the wrong black guy and got the hell kicked out of her and attacked with a knife for it (she's at home and ok now), and Anna and I had another talk. I'm REALLY hope things get better ( Read more... )

Ok, kiddies, last night was a moment of weakness, I'll admit. I'm not sure what's going to happen, but I think I'm gonna have to figure it out quick. Hun, for the record, I love ya to pieces. I'm just tryin to make sure we can be together for a LONG time. Just hope and don't screw up........luv ya.......

-B

I've realized just how screwy I am. As much as Anna and I have told each other we wouldn't take out the wrongs of our ex's on each other. I think we are. I've been trying not to, but I think it's happening. Then again, I'm not sure if I'm justified in wanting certain things in a relationship like this. I don't know. Scared, don't want it to ( Read more... )

Well, I've gone and done it. In my attempt to reconcile some things with Anna, I've gone and fucked something up. I don't think I see her the same way anymore. I think we just aren't at the right time for this. I don't know. I love her to death, but I don't want HER to have to change because of me. I feel like I'm a hypocrite, and I'm dirty, ( Read more... )

Well true believers, I'm sorta up in the air right now. Seems like everywhere I look someone's eyeing me up, and it's getting retarded. I WANT Anna to eye me up like that, but I don't think she knows how. I understand the whole reason behind it, but it still kinda sucks. Miss ya hun, wish you were here right now. Ange and I got denied an ( Read more... )

Well, since no one really looks at this, I guess I'm free to vent a bit. I'm scared folks. Everything in my life is up in the air right now and I'm feeling like everyone's out to screw me. Normally my g/f wouldn't fall into this, but since our relationship is sorta stalled(and I'm getting hit on a bit lately), she's in this statement as well. I ( Read more... )

I just had the most fucked up thing on record happen to me. I was out with a couple people foir my friend Rachel's birthday. We'd all had a few, and she was QUITE drunk. Now, I've known Rachel for almost 6 years now, and she's VERY familiar with how I joke and my sense of humor. I made a SMALL joke, and all of a sudden, she slapped the HELL ( Read more... )