Someone told me a while ago, that I was only coming out here to run away from my problems at home. At the time I would have denied it until the end of time, but they were right. My original intention was to come out here in the hopes that all the bad would go away. Its hasnt gone away. If anything coming out here has made me think about everything ( Read more... )

wtf?! whiskey tango foxtrot..... WHISKEY TANGO FOXTROT!!!!!!!!!!!

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I have the gift of memory. This, in many cases, is a very good thing. At the same time, when I want to forget things, I cant. I cant just put things out of my mind. They are always there. There have been things on my mind lately that I though I had forgotten about a long time ago, but I havnt. So many things remind me of these memories when all I ( Read more... )

So Ive been here in WONDERFUL northern New Mexico for over a week now. Today was payday so that was wonderful also. Beyond the material things, Philmont is more amazing then I had ever realized before. Ive been hearing all kinds of stories about fathers coming back with their sons 20 or 30 years after they had been here as a kid. There was one ( Read more... )

So I made it to camp. It was a hell of a drive, but also really cool. I went through 8 states and saw some crazy stuff. It also took me close to $600 dollers on gas, but it was all worth it. Its my second say and my job is already turning out to be very interesting. Im in Logistics which was descirbed to me as the "nerve center" of the camp. It ( Read more... )

I haven't posted a picture the was truely worth posting in a while, but I think this one certainly is, hope you enjoy it.


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Im so skeptical of myself now. Im afraid to trust myself. I want to believe so much that everything I say and do is true, but at the same time I'm so afraid I will just fall back into old habits. Sometimes I feel like my life is a fantasy, like Im just making everything up to keeping everything that doesnt fit at bay. Am I really doing that? Or am ( Read more... )

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I never really thought much about the online quizzes people do all the time. Well, I was just flipping through my old post and came across one that told me I was a "loverboy" well it was pretty accurate in the description of myself, and even more accurate about how relationships would work out. It might be coinsedence, but maybe its true. It told ( Read more... )

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