this journal is just a dead journal. i wanna make a new one.

so here i am updating my journal 800 years later. i was right, eh? welll now. there is 3 more full days left of school and 2 half days. i'm fucking pshyched for summer. i can't wait to just chill, go out, do that program at keystone, and go to the fucking beach. i'm going to be a bum. it's going to be the best ever. i'm dying my hair again soon, ( Read more... )

not much going on lately. not much school left, either.
summer vacation is soooon & i'm fucking phsyched.
i just dyed my hair and it did NOTHING.
i'm super pissed. i want it to be lighter.
next time i'm going to have to buy a really blonde color to get it strawberry blonde.
for now i'll just use like.. head and shoulders to make it a little lighter.
but ( Read more... )

it's sunday. i went to amber's after school on saturday. it was kick arse. we didn't really do anything, but all i haveta say is.. that its getting nice out and i'm happy. we took a walk. after amber's house, i came home with my mom and we went to see grease at the highschool. it was entertaining. then we went out to eat at bennagins or whatever ( Read more... )

sorry about that. i forgot to update, whooops. uh i don't really feel like updating so i'm not gunna make this long. nothing's been going on lately, i'm bored, lalala. 3rd quarter is over and yeah. i am going to to do that keystone thing this summer. for painting, though. it'll be good i guess. uhh so yeah, bye bye.

so. i got my hair cut. it is short, and i like it. i cried at first because i thought it looked horrible, but now i know i was being a norny brain. uhh i don't really have much going on. school is the same old same old boring ass shit. its almost the end of the 3rd quarter, though. so thats incredibly good, cuz then we have one little short quarter ( Read more... )

it shall be spring break, mon. i'm off thursday through monday. kelly is coming over tomorrow and we shall be dying our hair. she shall stay over night and then leave friday night. saturday i shall have plans with my momma. sunday i shall go to a nice lunch type thing with my mom's side of the family. then maybe that night i will hang out with ( Read more... )

I WISH..

-i knew what the fuck i was doing.
-i knew how to disapear.
-i knew how to deal with everything.
-that everyone can get along, no matter how corny that sounds.
-that i didn't feel awkward.
-i fucking knew how to loose weight.
-people wouldn't get on me for everything i do.
-i can feel comfortable with myself for once.
-that i knew how to make a ( Read more... )

i dont know what the fuck has been going on lately. i don't really have anything to complain about, but yet i feel like something is kind of missing. i don't know what, but its been bothering me. i don't even know what else to write ( Read more... )

i'm my own stone around my neck.

so, idk. i feel like updating. i feel out of touch lately with school. i try and try, but i feel like i can't concentrate? its damn weird. i think.. oh ! i have this and this and this and i gotta do this and this.. and i feel like i get a lot done, but i don't do enough. i'm afraid my grades are going to drop and i ( Read more... )