As of February 5th, 2010 I am now a married man. Photos will be following shortly.

Over the last year I have become a father. I have become a father to two childern that I have gotten so close to that I consider them my own. In that time frame I have my own son. Life is changing in big ways. Today I am getting married. I am excited but yet nervous. Wish me luck.

Yes I am still around. 2009 proved to be an emotional roller coaster for me. I will not discuss it. It is over and now it is time to look forward to the future.

I am sitting here thinking about my life and wondering what I have done and what I haven’t done. There are things that I have I done that I would imagine no others have done. Then there are things in my life that I have never done. In some ways I am proud of my accomplishments in life, but yet I am disappointed in things that have turned out to ( Read more... )

It has been some time since I have wrote on here. Nothing really to write about, or nothing really positive, nor negative. Not much to say. Something has come up today though, that digs up from my most recent past, and it pisses me off. Pretty much I am reminded never to help any body when it comes to finances. As a lesson kids, never co-sign a ( Read more... )

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I wonder at times why I even bother? It just seems like when all is going well, I get my feet knocked out from under me. That is part of life, and I just need to deal with it. But I am tired of it feeling like I am constantly down. Its lke I am picking myself up and as I am almost up, I get knocked down ( Read more... )

It has been some time since I have written anything. At times I have wanted to write, but ohter times I did not really have the urge. Also to compound the matter that when I wanted to write I was on a dead run and tired from working. So I just kept putting it off. I had hope to write about some of my most recent reenactments, and just things ( Read more... )

Recently my re-occuring nightmare has returned. It seems like whenever I talk about a certain incident that happened several years ago, I am plagued for nights with this nightmare. I know Ihave gone into it before, and I really don't want to think much more about it. I just hate the lack of sleep it brings. Honestly at times I fear sleep, ( Read more... )

So, borc, your LiveJournal reveals...


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