things are gonna get rough for me and shawnee mostly because of our schedules. i mean she has school from 6:30am till 2:05pm and i work from 2:30pm to 10:30pm. we are hardly going to see each other. maybe only on weekends but then its not going to be every weekend. cuz she might have things or i might things. if me and shawnee can get through this ( Read more... )

it was awesome last night. i finally told shawnee how i really feel about her, and afterwards she couldnt stop smiling. i love the idea that i can make someone that happy. yall know how i am, i need people to be happy, so when i see her smile that much it just makes my day that much better ( Read more... )

i just got back from taking my mom sister and robert to experience the greatness that is sharis. they loved it. they said they know why i go there so much.

i didnt get to hang out with shawnee today, hopefully ill at least hear from her tomorrow.

Fidel
HER COWBOY

it was fun going to go play soccer again, i hadnt done that in a while. and the best part was my girl got to come watch me play soccer, and we hung out there for a while. i love just hanging out, kicking the ball around and through a football around. her cousin chels, says i hate her but i really. i dont get annoyed easly, trust me, i have my own ( Read more... )

when i think things are going great, i find things out and or i assume things and i just get all depressed all of a sudden? i need to stop thinking pesstimesticly. shawnee means so much to me, but im afraid that im competing with someone. i dont want to say his name, but shawnee should know who im talking about "tiger" why does this have to happen ( Read more... )

i just got done with my second week of work, and i got my paycheck yesterday. i love my job, its hard work but its what i need. i get paid 12.71 an hour and i think i get a $.10 raise since im changing shifts ( Read more... )

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i just heard a song that reminds me of james, not all of it but basically the title, its by a group that i thought i would never like, but they have this good song. here are the lyrics ( Read more... )

i can see why grown ups sometimes seem like they love the weekends a little more then kids. i cant believe the weekend it finally here. i hope i get to see shawnee over the weekend, cuz ive gone for a while without seening her and thats a bad thing. i want and need to spend more time with her but its hard since she is busy and so am i ( Read more... )