Really though..
I have no friends.
The sad part is, is that i'm completely okay with it.

I would do whatever possible to move away from here.
& it's pathetic about how many people wish for the same.

This is what has been going on in my brain: July 10th, 2007 ( Read more... )

Bon3xL3sSx5xs3t (3:18:38 PM): :-(my balls smell i need a shower ( Read more... )

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Fuck, bahaha, romance, you think you can mess with me? Will just see about that.

I don't think that my life has been this wonderful in a really long time.
& besides the fact that I keep engorging myself with sweets, & feeling sick seconds later...
my life is perfect.

I got a new cell phone [same number].
all my numbers were deleted...
so if we love each other,
please give me your number.

i guess the reason that I don't ever hang out with you [all of you], is because I'm embarrassed of myself.

just know, that I'm not intentionally saying that I want to, & I just never call you.
I really do want to.
I promise.

I just feel like the longer I put it off, the more I will change for the best.
& that's just not happening.

so, here I am

I'm so sick. I went to see the doctor. Which I'm terribly afraid of, so you know how awful I must be feeling ( Read more... )

I think that my body is rejecting me.

I noticed that I feed off of others emotions, in a good way today.

I want to have a lot of money, I feel like that is the biggest issue right now.
I am so deep in debt.

I have the feeling that everything good is on the verge of happening.
It just needs a push over the edge.