i haven't done a live journal in sooooooooo long! anywho. guys are sucky. i'm so sick and tired of wanting guys that don't want girls. not gay guys, but just guys that think dating in high school is soooooo high school. (guys) you're probably gonna date later on so what is the point of waiting. ugh!i need to feel wanted now! _ _ _ _ _, if you don't ( Read more... )

Yeah...so it has been such a long time since i've written in live journal cause i have been so preoccupied with myspace. Anyway so summer has been friggin' awesome. camp was so much fun. i got to spend a whole week with my unofficial boyfriend jonathan runion. I am very much inlike with him. it was so funny at camp when jon got jealous. i met this ( Read more... )

(Just have to get some anger out)Wow my mom's a bitch! I just used the word "fucking" in a sentence to her. I'm gonna be in some deep shit when dad gets home. oh lord! here we go again.... maybe I should stick my ass in my dad's face that way he'll hit me and go to jail. he isn't already allowed to touch me. I just need fucking pants for golf and I ( Read more... )

becca bosse and I were talking the other day about how much easier it would be if there was some website where everyone would write at least the initials of the guys or girls that they like and then people could check to see if they were on the persons list, but if they weren't they can just stop trying to impress that person and give up. i just ( Read more... )

holy shit!!! You know how when you are alone you sing.... well anyway i do, and the creepiest thing just happened. i was cleaning my hamster's cage and singing and i look out the window and my neighbor was standing outside in his backyard staring into our house at me. what the fuck!!! i almost shit my pants. so i walked away for a second like i ( Read more... )

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What is wrong with me! After school Jackson asked me if i'd go to this new girl's house with him because he didn't want to go alone cause he was scared. So I went and she seemed cool and everything but I can't seem to remember a thing that we talked about. I got home and all I remembered was that I went over there talked/watched tv and I can't ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmm....i'm making brownies... it smells good but i had a couple spoonfuls of it before it was cooked and i'm not feelin' so good. anyway jackson and i went to the clubhouse today. i'm so happy i have a friend in rancho now... well, a nice friend. we played a little bit of pool and foosball. of course he's better than me. oh yeah who the heck ( Read more... )

Oh my lord I had the best christmas/new years vacation ever!!! Jonathan and Elena were in town. I'm like in love with Jonathan and him with me. We are so perfect for each other. He plays golf and we are both musically talented, both of our parents are pastors, and both are dads are jerks. I've always loved guys who play the guitar and drums and he ( Read more... )

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