Been about a year or so since I last wrote. Can't believe that the last time I wrote kannon was in jail and now he is getting out in november... its so crazy. I have way less feelings for him then I did in those letters. I guess a year break with out seeing someones face or hearing their voice or having much to do with them besides letters takes a ( Read more... )

Lately... I have been feeling really empty inside... and i have so much to say right now.... but its not coming out

why can't I get over him? your a little boy... who has broken my heart in a thousand little peices... you are my world... my everything... i think im attracted to you so much cause you are the total opposite of me... you are care free don't give a shit about anything... but we fight and argue all the time... idk it sucks... our relationship was ( Read more... )

So I actually made it through the whole day which i am pretty proud of myself for doing... it was tough though... ive been really bitchy l8ly... lot going on inside of me.... i call... your with your girl... you said youd call back... so much for that... I realy appreciate the friendship we have eh? One of my many pet peeves is ppl not calling back ( Read more... )

so yeah... its clearly 706 am my time... and I have not slept since last night... I didn't get a wink of sleep last night... so what am I doing? I am on my second cup of iced coffee and I plan on having waaay moree by the end of the day -.- hopefully I will be able to sleep... I think I am supposed to be nocturnal =] so yeah whats new with me? I ( Read more... )

man... this weeks been nuts.... hw is starting to rack up... i need to be stronger... classes went well... did you guys know im self centered? that my "frame of reference" is all about me? and my world? man... it sucks having to be told your selfish... im totally not though.... i try and be nice to everyone and I try and help as many ppl as I  ( Read more... )

so yeah... i moved in 8/31/08 into room 321 in Urusala hall at CNR. I didn't do so good the first few days... the first night was bad... i missed home soo much... i was crying ... it was EXTREMELY hot ( thank gosh i brought a fan.... i worked myself up soooo much that i broke out in hives (again... i actually ahd them a week before i left and i ( Read more... )

 so todays my 1 month!!!! yay =] longest relationship so far =]..... hmmm so im in florida have the time of my life.... 2mrw is ladies night at the biggest club in the USA so we are deff. going there.... again haha we went last friday too.... i leave on the 12th and I never want to =[.... im sooo tired I stayed up till 5 am on the phone with kannon ( Read more... )

got a few minutes.... been chillen with my bf and his god brother and my best friend tc crack.... this summers been the best... getting my wisdom teeth pulled 2mrw... kinda nervous sure i will be ok... ive had surgery before.... so its whatever... going to watch movies and prolly lookin at the stars... honestly idrc its fuckin hot and yeah ....

chillen in ct.... just ate breakfast.... wish we didn't have to leave... but we miss our hood rats.... fucking ppl at the hotel blocked myspace facebook and my yearbook..... so FUCK THEM! so yeah back up to the room... packing and more sleep then a long 3 hr drive home for more sleep.... most likely over to the hood rats house to see them.... cause ( Read more... )