Yeah I know I'm being lame and posting another song but I don't care I'm feeling uninspired lately ( Read more... )

L.A. lights never shine quite as bright as in the movies
Still wanna go
There's something here
In the way, in the way that we're constantly moving
Reminds me of home

It's weird how we grow or maybe more so are broken. I look at my life now and there are so many things I put up with that I never would have. It's almost as if i've given up fighting for things that I don't believe I can have anymore. There is no piece of the girl I used to be left, she died and i'm not entirely sure who took her place.

I did it!! I mean its what I came here to do but I'm still in awe that I actually did it. I figured out the meaning of my life. I was driving through the Tuscan countryside today and the sun was setting over rolling green hills scattered with villas and it just came to me!! I'm not going to bother explaning it though because something else I ( Read more... )

sometimes what you're looking for is right where you left it. . .

and. . .

it's not about what you have or where you are it's about who you're with

Well i'm off...bon voyage to me!!!

If choosing him
means losing love from you
as hard as it is
I have to
sorry...

If you only write what you want to remember and the way you want to remember it, how real are your memories? If I look back on my journal entries I won't remember an event as it really happened, only the way I wanted to remember it. And is this okay? Is it okay to knowingly alter my perception? Sometimes I will omit things in hopes of forgetting ( Read more... )

The tighter I hold the more you slip away
Grains of sand through my fingers
I watch them fall in vain
My head tells me one thing
But my heart doesn't feel the same
It's so hard to let go
When I want to hold on
So hard to not care
When these feelings are so strong
But I see clearly now
That's all I can do
Open my hand up
And watch the grains fall

You know I joked about how I was going to find myself in a little cafe in Italy but the more I think about it, the more I realize why it is that i'm going on this trip. It's about getting out of my elements, leaving behind everything and everyone I know. I want to know without a doubt that I can survive on my own. I want to know that I don't need ( Read more... )