So I knit now and I cook. And I dream of white picket fences and babies and a husband that loves me. And I have absolutely no idea what happened to that independent girl I used to be. I've lost myself so completely in him I don't know how to get back. I was reading over old journal entries and it seems like a different life, a strange dream I had ( Read more... )

"So Beautiful"-Dashboard Confessional ( Read more... )

The past few months have passed in a blurry mist. I awoke from this haze wondering how it was that I got back to the place I already know too well. It's strange how in an instant your life can change tracks. Without planning or even expecting it I am slowly falling into the life I never wanted to have. It's strange how we can adapt ourselves to any ( Read more... )

ok so I just checked my bank account and I have like negative amounts of money. I mean we're talking I can't even pay my bills kinda broke and to top it all off it's my sister's birthday, both of my brother's birthday, my dad's birthday, two of my best friends birthdays and mother's day all this month (I don't get paid until may 15). I would just ( Read more... )

It happened like this, i was walking down a path and everything was great. I knew where I was headed and exactly what I was doing. Then somehow without realizing it, I wondered off the path. I walked for quite a while before realizing I had gotten off track; I had took my eyes off of the destination. When I finally realized I was lost, the ( Read more... )

"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy ( Read more... )

You know I should just stop speaking because every time I try to talk to a guy I put my damn foot in my mouth. What's wrong with me? Why is it impossible for me to think before I speak?!?!? I hate being stupid, it's probably the worst thing in the world to be. It's no wonder guys don't like me, hell I wouldn't like me either. Why can't I just act ( Read more... )

Please hear what i'm not saying
Read between the lines
Please see what i'm not showing
There's so much more inside

Can anyone explain why the fuck the dinning center is closed when the dorms are still open?!?!? I'm a hungry girl with nothing to eat. Gosh I can't wait until I go to Los Angeles on Monday. That is if I haven't died of starvation by then. I hate the DC and hope it burns in hell (well actually not because then I would never have anything to eat).

Scorpio ( Read more... )