hapy 18th  birthday lauren ashleigh holman
we are all turning into growups .
damnit. 
:)

pleasure turns to the pain lessons learned from the strain questions burned in my brain.. about whether love is humane in its touch. these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit. fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions. chaotic because the anchor of Erros' ( Read more... )

 i wish i could write down what i feel right now ( Read more... )

 in no particualar order whatSoeverrr

dear dr.j
i appreciate you actually giving me a good role in a show. 
even if you did take the best songs out  && it is a 'black' role. 
It's my role. my lead role.and i will cherish it

dear.lauren holman.
thank you for drawing that peace sign for me during chorus and
 wearing those silver stilettos to school.you are ( Read more... )

o highschool musical 2. how i love you!

there were some uneeded scens towords the end
but who cares.

i love how they just bust into song and then continue life as if they just had a converation
o how i wish life were really like that

there are so many times i would love to stand up and sing and everyone around me automatically know my choreography

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someday we'll know why the sky is blue

being a senior! WHOOO
parking next to the school. GREAT
18 to party 21 to drink AWESOME
getting into college YIKES

reality check.this is gonna be a fricken stressful year
and i here i was thinking the worst was over.
o goodness.

oo yeah class of 08.

lj secret?
wonders never cease to amaze me.
give me a motherfricken break.

sometimes people will just be themselves.no matter how hard you think theyve 'changed' as a person. people will do what they want to do.

but anyways.
california was magnificent.i wish i took more pictures.but the camera was lost for half of the trip and had no batteries the second half.
so all my pictures consist of Oregon-ness.
oo summer reading.how i ( Read more... )

wow livjeournal ( Read more... )

so this entry was from FOREVER ago..i actually got ome things accomplished :)

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jennifer frank is a wee bit inspirational

that being saidd

my ambitions for this year.[2006-2007]
all As&&Bs
make 30 new friends.
randomly say hi to old ones
go to new york to visit my schools :)
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