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[born2entertane]

no matter how much we say 'this year will be different"

somethings some people
never change

but i want you to stay the way you are.
it shows me how much progress ive made
 i am so glad im not apart of that anymore.

glad.

thank you.
for giving me something to be proud that im not.
drama.drama.ddddddddramaa.

speaking of which. why is everyone complaining about

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[lyssaloo2048]

i've never ever had a problem with you imani. i couldn't have found one if i wanted to earlier on. but that was ridiculous. you really think that you are so high and mighty because you are so mature and whatever lately.. it's kind of funny how someone THAT mature could post something like that. and not to mention talk about their previous best friends like that. you've never acted this way, and as far as i am concerned, everyone loved you the way that you were. don't preach about people not being happy the way they are if you just recently turned your life inside out because you didn't like who you were.

[born2entertane]

i never said it wasnt okay to not be unhappy
at times i still am
i said dont sit here and whine about it.

also.
for the record.
the only name that was posted was kimberly.
this wasnt a secret.we both know we dont get along
kirsten and me are cool now.
the rest of the "best friends" you assume im talking about.
when you figure who they are let me know
because im still not even sure
i cant use the term "best friends" because thats not what it was?

and finally//// just because i want to cover everything....
i am deffinately not high and mighty at all.
i dont remember typing anything about maturity either?

but what i am sick of?

was the constant feeling of being left out.
and having to basically beg for information on whats going on.
and not knowing whos talking behind your back.

i still love everything of the past and 'everyone might have loved the way i was.but the truth is alyssa.
i wasnt happy"youre the whitest black girl i know" wasnt the image i was going for

[eaglechurleader]

With all that said. I understand. But at the same time, it makes me sad. How can you be glad about not being as strong of friends with me?

That's horrible.
I didn't do a thing.

[lyssaloo2048]

i never said it wasnt ok to make new friends. and the only best friends i was talking about was kirsten and kimberly. and yes, kirsten was on there last night... i'm not retarded. you changed it. anyways, i don't have a problem with the fact that you are changing and making new friends, i went through something of that sort too. it's just the way that you are trying to act as though your life sucked before, and nothing was EVER good about it. but i'm with lauren. i understand that you want to make new friends.. but you are really distant from a lot of people you were friends with before. what did we do?

[born2entertane]

i know kirsten was on there last night.
thats why i put
were cool now.
i wish you wouldnt be so extreme with my words
i never said nothing was EVER good
i said i was glad i wasnt apart of it.
i just neer really fit.
i bounced around.
thats just how i feel.

the bottom line
i most deffinately want to be friends with you all till forever.
but when i looked back on the way things were.
i wasnt happy.
so i had to evaluate that.
and thats what i did.

i still love you
if thats okay?

[jenniferox]

Im gonna have to agree with holman and alyssa. I dont know what i did but for knowing you for a good amount of time i think i deserve more than just a glare in the hall way like weve never met before.

[born2entertane]

jennifer.
im not sure if youre aware
but the way you look at me in the hall
makes me feel like crap
its kinda a look between "youre retarded" and "who do you think you are"
i love you girrrl
why you gotta look at me like thattt thoo.

[lsubabe3190]

Jenn, I'm gonna go ahead and whip this out and say that I feel the same as Imani. It's like, ever since you hang out with girls that I don't get along with...you are hating me just like them. And our phone conversation that meant so much to you was really good.

[jenniferox]

143.

[lsubabe3190]

Well, to be completely honest...I would always//still do wish that we were closer. Every time I hung out with you I was always like oh my goodness. I love this girl. Why do we not hang out. And I guess we really weren't close because yeah, I noticed you hung out with more black people now, but your personality seems the same...maybe a little less "matchmaker gossiper thing." Whatevers. I have no idea really what's going on...shocker. I still like you lots, and will continue to wish we were closer.

[born2entertane]

i love you samantha.
youre right the inside of me hasnt changed
this is such a yucky transition.
♥

[crazyy49]

im sorry you don't want to be "like us". i always thought you liked us a lot. i liked you alot, and i still do. but, thats okay, everyone needs change. but im glad you found what you want to be. its nice to figure yourself out. so i admire you for doing that. don't get too distant from us. i might get some imani withdrawls. im also sorry if you never felt truly included. i understand how you feel. its a hard feeling to get, and i hope you truly found it with your new friends this year. love you imani.

[born2entertane]

no no no.
youre reading this all wrong.
individually i like you all a whole bunchh.
but even though you guys constantly stated
we dont exclude ppl...you did.
i know it wasnt personal.i know.
but i just wasnt experiencing the same as you guys.
so in no way am i going to just STOP being friends with you
im just glad that i found a place i belong.
im glad you can understand where im comming from.