dude, I haven't written in here for forever... I found myspace and it kicks massive ass...

I found friends from back in the day, and I love them...

If you want to find me, I'm at http://www.myspace.com/crystal_dreams I'm on practically every day, so...

I have had past life experiences. I remember, vividly, being a Lakota medicine woman. My grandfather was a Shaman. My husband a warrior, but he was never bloodthirsty like the white people. There was a horrible massacre and everyone that I loved was killed. I remember being a russian beggar girl, freezing in the snow, selling myself to a pedophile ( Read more... )

ugh. I think I'm sick. My voice was on the point of going the other day, but it wasn't hurting. Last night it was clearing up, and I drank rum & coke for New Years (woot woot!). It's not as exciting as it sounds cuz we were over at my mother in law's house with just us, his mom, and his 11 year old brother. But we still had fun ( Read more... )

I always feel like this whenever sabbats come around. I don't really practice witchcraft at home, I'm not wiccan (like the majority of witches my age are), but I really feel this strong desire to celebrate the sabbats with like minded people. I attended a Lunasagh get-together last year, and made corn dollies, sang songs, and invoked a circle. It ( Read more... )

ok, so I'm not pregnant? I had my period, and a home test said "NO". ok... goood. I don't know if I can handle it right now. I just want to get the hell out of L.A. (hell hole of California).


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Last time, a couple months ago, I thought I might be pregnant over a tit that had milk come out of it... hormonal changes, that's all. But now... I'm over a week late on my period. I took a crappy pregnancy test from the $1 store, and it came up negative... but where is my period? I know I need an ept test, but I can't really afford it (I don't get ( Read more... )

So, I guess we'll be moving back to LA... hopefully just for a little bit. I really don't like the vibe of L.A... Tai said we'll live somewhere in Ventura County, like Camarillo or something, but I'm not going to take that as the "Truth". *sigh* Portland sucks. A bunch of shady ass people who are looking for any way possible to make some money. ( Read more... )

He proposed over a bean, rice, and tomato burrito! Too bad we'll be engaged for like... 4 years... but I prefer it like that. I like being able to call him my "fiancee" rather than just "boyfriend"... it gives our relationship depth...

I think it's so funny when guys see a "beautiful" person and get all tounge-tied. At the library today, a man saw me, walked over, and started stammering..."uh, uh, uh... Oh my god- you're so beautiful!" After saying thank you he was still standing there with his jaw to the floor, still stammering ("uhm, uh, uh...") I said "I have a boyfriend, but ( Read more... )

"A human being is a part of the whole called by us "Universe," a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest- a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons ( Read more... )