it was so sudden.

so surreal.

i miss everything now.

i dont want to start over anymore.

i love my friends.

i hope they dont forget me.

this is so sudden.

and so hard, i dont really know what to do.

i will stay, right here as i am ( Read more... )

i just notced its past 3 am ( Read more... )

he doenst understand.
ive grown up alone.
im all ive ever had.
he thinks its just a joke.
he is no parent.
just someone who ignores me.

i need to leave.
need need to.

he better get that.

or else i will leave with no resolution.

i will.

last night, rose let me drive her car.
i drove from nates house (almost sanford) to keiths house (almost kennebunk).
then i drove to york, and then to portsmouth on the highway.

i did wicked good, we only died when i parked.
it was super fun.

at the toast we got the most amazing vegetarian burger of our lives ( Read more... )

tonight i went w. laura and chelsea to see chase hill, with other bands ( Read more... )

tonight the emotion is all my own ( Read more... )

last night i went to bed at 4:30 am ( Read more... )

after spending the whole weekend at my moms knitting and watching black and white films i am finally home ( Read more... )

dear world ( Read more... )