today was my last day working at bread and roses...i am kinda bummed ( Read more... )

so many people do so much for me all the time.
why am i so ungrateful right now, why do all these good things, feel like heavy weights.

i feel deceitful, bland, and untrue.

im sorry to ameen, for he has known the wrong side of me for the past days.
no im sorry to ALL of you.

but thats how my story goes ( Read more... )

i never have had a truely amazing holiday, something always goes wrong, or it just isnt...what it should be ( Read more... )

last night i went to a show at the station with chelsey ( Read more... )

Roar.

oh alex, it feels like last fall ( Read more... )

hello asshole.

i have had a really shitty past few days.

apparently my life is going back into the depressed hell hole from last year.

so leave me the fuck alone.

thank you. ♥

tinglng rain drops fall from her eyes, her face all a mess, her deep red hair bleeds with despair. her mind shines through the storm clouds, leaving a warm glow around her, guiding toward the next step. breaking through the force of happiness with every down fall. her heart beats like the leftover back up melody, sighing and swaying to her own sad ( Read more... )

Today is a Wednesday ( Read more... )

ive had my wake up call.
i now know.
it is all real.