In approximately 46 days I will be on my way to Estonia.  I will be on my way to a different world where no one knows who I am or  where I came from.  This will be my very first time with a clean slate.  How exactly do I walk into this?  All these people are going to know is my name, age, and where I go to school.  It's going to be scary, but I'm ( Read more... )

so i know what i'm going to talk about took place like a month ago, but it still needs to be said. (you know, i actually did this same thing last year around this time, when i talked about new year's - sorry, funny to me ( Read more... )

Why do I suddenly feel so lost?  I have no clue what I'm going to do with my life and I'm going to graduate in two years.  What happened to the master plan?  What happened to knowing what I was going to do, no questions asked ( Read more... )

I know it's pathetic, Lord do I know.

But I would really like to have "that guy" in my life right now.  I don't know why, but it's been bothering me for the past couple days.  I know he'll eventually show up, I know that, but just let me have my moment of wanting him here now.

I am so.... tired? fet up?... I don't know what of people who just aren't themselves anymore.  I know it's not their fault, but when you've seen it too many times, you just get sick of it.  I can add one more person to the list of people I have seen go through this.  It's just too sad for words.  You just want to shake the sense back into them.  It ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's already been five years since the terrorist attacks.  It's so crazy to think that today, five years ago, I was taking ISTEP as a little sophomore in high school.  It's weird that I remember as much as I do from that day ( Read more... )

Life's had its ups and downs, but right now it's going pretty well. I've been seeing my friends about once a week, which is always a huge bonus. The Memaw thing has been rearing its mournful head every so often, but I'll learn to deal with that soon enough ( Read more... )

I love catching up with people! I haven't really talked with one of my friends for what seems like months, but today it all changed. He came over here and we were finally able to talk, just the two of us. It was the first time he talked to me about his current relationship, which made me so pleased. I had been wanting to know about this part of ( Read more... )

Two phone calls, one night ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about this for days now, and it's going to sound so stupid to those of you out there in LJ world.  Since graduation (what, a year and a half ago?) I have missed . . . you ready for this? . . . Joe Johnson.  Mock as you feel it is needed, but it is true.  Yeah, people made fun of him for being a jock - he only did one sport - ( Read more... )