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[bornagirl]

daddy bought me a laptop. i think hes tring to buy me happiness so i get out of my depression. hes really sweet, and will do anything for me. i just hate how he keeps wanting me to eat. im not gona. you know im not. my therapist says i will get real thin and pass out and be in the hospital. i dont care. i guess i want that to happen

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[one_heartbeat_]

Listen, I'm going to tell you all of this, because I do, actually, understand what you are going through

[bornagirl]

wow doll, i told my therapist i wouldnt kill myself, its just that i think it would be an interesting experience at western psyche. there are a few people there, i mean you share a room. also, your parents will find out you cut. mine did, and i didnt believe it was possible, oh yeah, it is. i dont know what to say, thanks for your concern love <333

[one_heartbeat_]

Anytime. Eh, with my parents, and all, I doubt they will. My father is never home, and my mother doesn't have any suspicion. I'm doing pretty well...I haven't cut in a while...but that may change, soon. :/

<3

[_fevered]

so i'm thinking we should end this stupid feud. what's the point, really? i understand how you're feeling with the depression and stuff and feeling alone, but western psych isnt going to do shit for you. people glamorize psych wards a lot. they're not all they're cracked up to be, trust me. there are a lot of people (girls especially) that want to go. it crosses everyone's mind. i know you think you're alone in feeling depressed and that no one is there for you but everyone is feeling like that. or at least a lot of people. i know that doesn't help you if you want to be alone, which it seems that you do, but there are people to talk to and there are better alternatives than starving yourself and cutting to get into western psych. you're really just making it worse for yourself because it comes back to haunt you in the end. i know you can't stop at the drop of a hat and you're on your way down your little downward spiral and whatnot, but you will want to be happy one day, i promise.

[bornagirl]

katie, that means alot coming from you, because i know what you did go through, and i know how hard your life is, or maybe i dont know, but it must be really hard. i know im repeating alot of stuff you went through and i feel bad for abby. i really dont wanna fight with you, and im sorry for everything i did to you. i think your a wonderful writter and person, and i admire you like you cant believe.

[_thisisadream]

I'm glad you two are stopping fighting, and why do you feel bad for me, Jamie?

[bornagirl]

i dont want you to go through that again with me