i have switched journals. i've added the people i am close with &those who interest me &or just plain cool. if i haven't added you on my other journal and want to be added, comment &add me.

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i might be back on this, but for now, i need a new start.

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lately i've been practicing apathy when it comes to issues that were most important to me. i cannot let myself care so much anymore because then the slightest default with them can kill me. not literally, of course, unless it's the worst thing i am imagining right now. every morning i've been setting myself up for the worst possible thing in case ( Read more... )

spring break: this is something i definatly needed. school was getting to me, really. it's not that i don't like it...i just don't enjoy it. the people there make me sick for some odd reason. granted there are times where just being with them makes me smile because of previous memories, but 99.9% of the time, it disgusts me. i wish i went to school ( Read more... )

HARD on shadow: when i die
HARD on shadow: i want to be reincarnated
HARD on shadow: as a sperm.
BoneDaddy194: lol
BoneDaddy194: i hope i become one too! and you and I make it to the egg. and grow up. and love eachother
BoneDaddy194: mhm

that was actually one of the most cutest things i have ever read.

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new layout: one_heartbeat_
no, i am not leaving livejournal.


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lately my mind has been nothing more but a plethora of fears &what i don't want to happen. i don't know why...i guess i'm just afraid to lose what i think is perfection. i know i shouldn't be afraid because i've been assured so many times, but it's hard...it's just so hard ( Read more... )

HARD on shadow: are you sure you love me? lmao you're so hot. you can get like, any hot girl.
BoneDaddy194: no, you're the one I want
BoneDaddy194: you
BoneDaddy194: YOU
BoneDaddy194: all you
HARD on shadow: no need for wanting
HARD on shadow: you already have me<3
BoneDaddy194: :-D
HARD on shadow: :-D
BoneDaddy194: Then I'm all set for life
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