this journal will soon be put to rest, and i wil be updating from now on at lo_fi___lover. so chances are if you're reading this, you're a friend, and i will friend you in expectations to be friended in return.

waiting to go to toronto tonight, i leave in something like two hours. it's actually going to be the last time i venture up there for about three weeks. i don't know how i'm going to handle this. by week two point five, imma be proper bitchy ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i have a doctors appointment at 3:30. this is a seemingly routine measure, but i'm afraid this one's a bit out of the ordinary. you see, my fear for flying has progressed into something mania-like and in a matter of three weeks i'm going to be on a plane for five hours with my family who has the ability to turn even the most relaxed ( Read more... )

i cannot remember any year previous to this in which the whole time change has felt quite as taxing. i become so lethargic and unmotivated by five thirty, it's ridiculous. i barely want to shower in the evenings let alone do schoolwork ( Read more... )

fuck; my body hates me. i've smoked four cigarettes in the past two days which is more than i guess my body is used to nowadays, but i cannot see how little abuse like that could possibly warrant my current state. my throat hurts even when i open my mouth, and my chest hurts when i take deep breaths. i'm irrationally freaked out, but tomorrow ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with brit robyn, and i'm beyond excited to see her. this weekend she lands! and all you st catharines cats who are interested in paying her a visit, don't fret, she'll be in the city for a few days at the beginning of the week ( Read more... )

so hallowe'en is the one holiday wherein i could walk around in spandex and some coconut shells and somehow blend in, though this kind of attention will not be attracted by myself this year; oh no. infact, thanks to kynna, i (we) will probably be just about the ugliest face(s) out there. but i am entirely willing to sacrafice my dazzling good looks ( Read more... )

took today off. barely though, i had a dentist appointment in which the filth was removed from my enamel and my doctor approved my suspiscions of going yet another check-up cavity free. rad. then i went to value village and bought chris a pot. now he has dishes so he can cook food should he so desire, though this is unlikely. i plan on using it to ( Read more... )

i miss st catharines on weekends almost as much as i miss the dirt from under my fingernails. i'd rather watch my money evaporate in toronto as i spend it on buses and streetcars and mini fucking pizzas ( Read more... )

if i was amelie, i would like ( Read more... )