I finially feel like it's summer. At last! It's warm, my friends are here, my boyfriend's back. It's all going to be grand.

So I am getting happier these days. These headaches are becoming less and less and the 30th will come soon and he will come home. He's not just my boyfiend, he's my best friend as well. So many things have happened these past weeks that I needed to talk to him about but couldn't. Does he miss me? I certinally hope so. Maybe not as much as I miss ( Read more... )

I had a little mino break down with my mom today. Am I really happy where I am? At that moment all I wanted to do was get out of BG. She told me about some girls that went to CA for school and I got so increadbly JELOUSE!!! I just want a new life as clechie as that sounds. Am I doing the right thing. I don't want to be here forever but maybe I am ( Read more... )

Will I get to the point where I take a step back and realize...shit.. I fucked up. I could have had a future but I was much to scared to ever get out there and take control of it. I want to be somewhere else right now.

I have a bad feeling about this journal thing. I will become hopelessly adicted and between this and facebook I will have no life what so ever anymore. Not like I have much of one in the first place. I am spending my summer doing meaningless work for minimal wages, half my friends don't even live here anymore and I am not even sure I want to hang ( Read more... )