I have been screwed over so much in this world. By my mom... by my family... by everybody.

If I could catch one break,

ONE BREAK. It would be wonderful. It seems like the world has it out for me and I am meant to be this
lonely person who has the worst luck in the entire world.

It seems that way.

I feel so lonely and lost right now. I feel like my world ( Read more... )

I just graduated Summa Cum Laude with my dual BS degree in Cellular & Molecular Biology/Biochemistry.

I don't know how to feel right now... it's weird. 

Winter break has been going so great so far... mostly because I get to sleep and relax. I haven't been up until nasty hours of the morning doing homework and striving for the grades that I want, but require. There's nothing like sleeping in and feeling your blankets wrap you up in their warmth and comfort. I forgot how amazing that was. I'm ( Read more... )

I once was a young girl,
But now I'm aged by time.
In such a complex world-
I thought you could be mine.

I wish I had an excuse,
But, I'm just simply weak-
I feel like it's no use;
I don't even try to speak.

Ah yes, it's the holiday season again. I feel as if I should write a journal entry because I always find myself disgusted by the holiday season. My family is so dysfunctional, that it's hard to even imagine a "real" holiday. For example, my grandfather. Now, I do have a fond memory of him telling me that I was "sorry since the day I was born" when ( Read more... )

They say the TEENAGERS SCARE, THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME!

So darken your clothes, or strike a violent pose,
Maybe they'll leave you alone,
But not me!

woo!

So, there are 4 weeks left to the semester and I am feeling oh-so-exhausted. If only I could clone myself like in the movie Multiplicity. I could make my clones slave over my daily duties, while I, the master copy... is free to roam with whatever I please to do. But, alas, this master copy must be the master machine... pumping out academics ( Read more... )

Little girl, dry your eyes ( Read more... )

I'm so sick and TIRED of doing school work. I just feel like quitting right now and just slacking off like everybody else I know. Who else do I know... who wants to become a doctor? Nobody. Why? Because it's alot of work. I'm not even sure I want to be a doctor anymore. I feel so indifferent to it these days. I haven't even lived my life ( Read more... )

Oh my God, where do I begin?

These past few weeks have been insane, I swear. I got my midterm grades Wednesday and I have all A's...antisocialism really does pay off in the end, kids. But then again, there are still about 6 weeks left... and I could still potentially screw everything up. hah.

I could go on, but meh... nobody reads this anyway!