I wonder sometimes if theres anyone out there as crazy as me...... like I've had a very sorted past........ and it's definately affected who I am now..... I just want everything to be stable..... and predictable..... and happy.... or do I....... maybe I have no idea what I want.... and I'm stifling myself..... creating values that I just don't have ( Read more... )

well, it's been awhile. I just got back from a trip to montreal for the long weekend and it was a fucking blast. Schools been going well and I still have a job luckily. I'm abit sick right now so I'm not going to put a whole lot of energy into this entry. Dianna is so amazing. She came over today and brought me chicken noodle soup cause I was ( Read more... )

I'm such a fucking idiot. What am I doing with this girl?....... so, nothing much has changed since the last time I wrote in this thing. Diana (my ex) has been avoiding me all over school. Shes 22 and shes acting like a 5 year old. Ducking around corners, and running away when I approach. It's comical to watch. I wonder if she knows I know. ( Read more... )

Well, I thought I'd update cause it's been awhile since I've had a chance to write anything. I think I'm ready for school. I'm in a really good frame of mind lately, and I'm in the best shape I've ever been in. They say that Psychology's parent disciplines were philosophy, and physiology. I really feel like I've gotten my mind and body in ( Read more... )

So, I got a job at UofT...... working for the campus bar..... it's amazing pay, and my job basically consists of standing around and making sure people don't drink too much...... sweet...... thats about it on the school front....... I hope I can budget the $5000 my family is giving me........ I'd like to put some away for a trip..... considering I' ( Read more... )

well, I just got back from burlington..... and I had a really good time meeting some people..... it's going to be a busy week.... I've got a concert on wednesday, and then the warped tour.... I'm SOOOO excited... life is good... just have to go and get everything sorted out for school..... get myself into the mindset..... so I can make a good ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in a coma..... I can't relate to people..... I'm tired of the drama..... I'm tired of everything...... I just want to seclude myself..... no more emotion..... just the bliss of simplicity.....

well, nothing exciting has happened in the last little while..... so nothing really new to report.... I'm planning on get my back piece done soon..... and ummmmmmm...... I've been seeing a few girls here and there, I hope one of them works out..... or atleast I meet a few interesting people at school..... and I got approved for all my scholarships ( Read more... )

..... well.. the last few days have been as random as always..... I got to see angela again.... shes amazing, and I miss her..... if she would only open up to me everything would start to progress..... and I met kristen today.... and shes really awesome..... shes so relaxed about everything.... isn't nice to talk to someone like that... no ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a fairly interesting weekend so far..... I haven't heard from Ryan in awhile and I'm scared.... I hope he's ok..... I went and met a girl for coffee off the internet named maddie on thursday, and it went amazingly well... up until the point she shut me off, and secluding into herself.....then things got just alittle weird..... she ( Read more... )