Damn, why do I gotta be so intense about everything all the time. It's like, I can't even ever turn it down or turn it off. There's nothing I can do to further anything at the moment, I just have to wait around for various phone calls to either come or not to come. Various things to happen or not happen. I feel ready to move on, but I'm just stuck ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm watching a movie more than I'm living right now. Only on fast forward and you can't understand everything that's going on. Imagine your driving and the gas pedal on your car is stuck down and you have this sense of responsibility not hurt anyone else before you can start to worry about yourself. I really just need someone to unload ( Read more... )

I really neglect my online persona. What's up internet people. I have really crappy roommates. We've been screaming at eachother for two days cause they can't wipe their own asses without me pointing out that they're crusty ( Read more... )

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Atheism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of an Atheist. You have very little faith and you are very focused on intellectual endeavors. You value objective proof over intuition or subjective thoughts. You enjoy talking about ideas and tend to have a lot of in depth conversations with people.

40% scientific.
60% reason-oriented.

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Had a pretty decent pity party for myself over the weekend, and now it's time to get well. Yay for Rich living here, I feel all of this hope that I haven't felt in a looong time.... I'm hoping this little calculated risk I'm pulling right now pays off.

My life right now... is a really bad emo song.

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It's very much a Neil Young kind of night. I feel like it's been a lifetime...

I just made a GIANT bowl of pudding. Home alone, on my day off, eating a GIANT bowl of pudding...

Man, 9:05 in the morning and they already had tickets on all the cars on the street. Shit, Chicago just made like 400 dollars offa my block alone ( Read more... )