I haven't done a real update in this thing in so long,but if anyone really cares my life is really good overall ( Read more... )

The last few days,or maybe week or so I have been so down.
Everything just gets under my skin.
I have like lost my motivation and my self esteam.
I get jealous and upset wicked easy.
I don't know what is wrong,but I hate it.

whatever

good times were had tonight at Wendys with DQ,Tomato,Rafal,and myself...I can not wait for this summer it has a lot of good potential to be the best and I swore the last two were my best.

I've got a head ache though so I'm heading to bed.

Last night I layed in a very akward position in my door way with my amp in the hall way outside my room and my effect peadle and guitar....I played for almost 4 hours and it was amazing...Something made it feel so awesome and weird,I thought so much,I wrote so much...
It was a great time.

I want to hang up the phone around midnight and go to bed content because I just talked to someone I absolutely adore ( Read more... )

My body aches,my world is spinning ( Read more... )

the second I start to turn stuff around in my life,other shit just goes wrong.
That's just my luck.

PS David Melillo's "Talk is Cheap" EP is oh so lovely =)

I spoke too soon.

The last few hours have been so terrible.

I hate myself.

The last two weeks have been really good.
I smell really nice currently.

They say history repeats itself,well that would explain a lot right now.

Like how I am starting to not sleep anymore,and how I am begining to loose all care.