I got kicked out again (the 3rd time this month) but it may be serious this time, and I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't have anywhere to go and I'm actually trying to do the "right thing" now but it seems to be getting me nowhere. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. The montra of one lunatic drolls on and on in my head. ( Read more... )

sleep deprivation and faded memories of the night before. New people, same old ideals. I've come to terms with human error and the ability to muck up great things for situational appeasement. All I seem to know is to work, I hate it, but I know have to succumb in order to fix this mess that is my life. Sure, there are places I'd rather be, ( Read more... )

"down the aisle my bride in black you were water and i was the tide at the bar i got in another fight i kissed the ground goodnight we stole plenty we spent every penny why not we're young and wrong bonnie and clyde they had nothing on us except for murder money and blood from here on out i'll be poverty i've got futureless heavenly dreams the ( Read more... )

ever feel like you are waiting in line? I mean, you're waiting in line for something you don't want anyway, but you are waiting alone. Everyone in said line are people you don't want to converse to because they are lacking in something metaphysical. Any conversation would be filled with ignorance and mindless chit-chat. Constant vocal dirreia ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My brother gave me his 1200 dollar violen to sell for some scratch. I love the kid, but I don't even know where to sell it. No pawn shops, I'm asking 600 for it at the very least but I don't know how that's going to work. It's amazing how 400 dollars will buy me a new life, a new beginning, and a new sense of being. My body hurts so I'm going ( Read more... )

Humans, great beings with much potential. Hurling through life trying to make sense of it all. Most would rather not chance, others live on the thought of not knowing. When everything is monotonous and boring then one strives to look into the unknown. Others are too frightened of it and rely on the consistancy of their surroundings and friends ( Read more... )

those goddamn dirty hippies make me sick

A whirlwind of excitement, methadone and alcohol. Exploring this whole internet thing again, pretty much abandoned it because some dumbfucks find it way too fucking important. I know I boycotted myspace, but me thinks I'll open another account. Busted my leg by taking a dive at the local watering hole (drunk as piss...again) followed by some ( Read more... )

I exist with feeling some desire ( Read more... )