I have no clue the last time I wrote in this is but i can type faster than i can write so ........I need to try and figure out what Im looking for? What do i want to come outta this? Eric says - "Well i hope you find what your looking for". I dont know what Im looking for ( Read more... )

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Today is the day in which i let it go... instead of creating ultimatums and trying to be heard. Im just going to NOT put forth any effort, slowly letting it go till its gone. Nothing i tried worked the first time and trying to do things different is not working either. I cant control anything and im starting to think even if i could would i want to ( Read more... )

i dont get it, i seriously dont get it. I think im gonna go hide in the bathroom till the days over. I hate this. So kay and Maya and I are all in the same boat ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life im actually serioiusly fucking nervous and scared, holy crap ( Read more... )

ok so i think im gonna write till i feel its too personal..... then again i got a big mouth so nothings too personal ( Read more... )

ok so whoa like serious serious whoa! Last night amber and i went to the middleeast to see Jaguar Love. After we spent the day screaming at eachother about what to wear , she won when we didnt think she would, yellow BB shirt and hoodie. Her and i took my dad out for lunch at moes, which sucks but we had fun ( Read more... )

Amber is full of lies, crazy group home lies. She needs the integrity stick. Ah ( Read more... )

ok so its 12:02, lets see how long this takes me. Im gonna an effort to write on this more, a reminder that A. stuff does happen, B. my life most likely doesnt suck as much as i think it does, C. Time spent with Amber needs to be recorded, its insane ( Read more... )

19 weeks since your last update, holy crap thats a long ass time.
i cant sleep, not at all...... fucking rage....
im not gonna sit here and bitch about it, im gonna lie down and let it fester ... good night