... i am in love with my ipod touch and am able to blog from my ipod i might as well start blogging again. the question is, do i pick up where i left off or do i start anew? this place has pretty much turned into a dark cavernous shitstorm filled with blogs about how much i hate my boyfriend and saved messages and emails from his booty calls. i ( Read more... )

lies after lies after lies after lies after lies after FUCKING LIES ( Read more... )

if you want people to stop calling you a bad boyfriend, then stop acting like a shitty boyfriend.

i can't stand this anymore. i can't sleep. i can't eat. i have been fighting the urge to drink myself to fucking death. talking it out does NOT help. writing it out is NOT HELPING. all its doing is rehashing old wounds that honestly, never fucking got fixed. they got glossed over and it just repeats itself. its almost three and i'm still waiting ( Read more... )

is to go to the livejournal. but i don't even know what to say about this one. i'm always torn. at times like these i'm overwhelmed with negatives. sometimes it feels like the negatives outweigh the positives. i don't even know what to make of what things have become. i honestly don't know where to go from here or what to make of what's in front of ( Read more... )

so the dunkin donuts ad featuring Rachel Ray has been pulled because of someone's complete ignorance. i don't necessarily make a big deal about others' idiocy...ok yeah i do...but this is especially irritating seeing as how racist it is to make an assumption about someone - especailly when its because of what they wear ( Read more... )

so i just got an angry message on youtube. but it felt good. let's go further back in the day to find out why ( Read more... )

sometimes it makes me feel better about things when i go back and look through my twenty years of living and realize that he could never do worse than you. i suppose i should thank you for putting us through the worst because in fact it has made us stronger. but i should also slap the living shit out of you for changing me for the worse. for making ( Read more... )

i don't understand why you still date me
i'm a horrible girlfriend
i'm jealous
i'm bitchy
apparently i don't listen
nor are my apologies sincerely apologetic.
and at the end of the day you deal with it and still say 'i love you' to me.
why?

edit (2.05.2007: 1.22am):
i can't seem to fathom you or i anymore.

haven't blogged anything for the longest. been pretty preoccupied with school. i write this with a half a breath left in my lungs. last night was the best sleep i ever had knowing that i didn't have anything to worry about today. woke up feeling sick...i think i'm catching something. i'm pretty sure i stressed myself sick. i've never been so wound ( Read more... )