lately ive been getting far more insecure about a certain set of scars on my arm. i tend to forget about them, willfully or not i dont know, but then someone notices and says something. a joke, a harmless inquiry maybe and it catches me so off guard its rediculous ( Read more... )

sometimes i really miss dave. its been nearly a year and half and it still hurts like i just found out sometimes. like a vice squeezed around my heart. i have soooo many things i want to tell him and get his opinion on. and i miss him calling me a hussy. haha. ive decided the official reports and pictures is not a good idea. as much as i want to ( Read more... )

its been quite some time since ive been here but you know what. i think its time for a resurrection of this time capsule ( Read more... )

"I'm Still Breathing ( Read more... )

I am not going to be the middle man in this because I don’t need it. If you want to tell my dad anything give him a call and tell him. 602-402-7759. Or if you don’t want to call him, call my mom 602-795-7362. I’m not sorry for however he feels as I don’t know why he feels that way but I’m sure there’s a reason for him to feel strongly enough to ( Read more... )

reset the counter. ive slipped. i went far out of my way to alleviate. bought a means to an end ( Read more... )

i have lots of questions about things. but i cant really focus enough to form them. and i dont really have an appropriate venue. im doing what i can to be a good friend but my gullibility is rampant. i dont really know why i let these things happen. i have an idea. but its really kind of a shitty position to be in and i dont particularly like it ( Read more... )

I have never felt compelled to put this in a time line. To tell this to anyone in this way until now ( Read more... )

been looking for somewhere to just let my fingers and thoughts trail on and on and on for no particular purpose or point. ive been thinking alot lately about what it would be like if dave were still here. would i be wanting to move so badly? would i still be fucking around with mark? would i be a little more centered? or would it have been ( Read more... )

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