A season of my life: mostly a summer spent thinking about me, and about someone else, or a few other people, and about a realization that man was designed with dissatisfaction ( Read more... )

And it would probably be a good idea to point out that my grandfather's funeral was yesterday.

My mom... God bless her soul...

She's all that's left.

She's all.

She's so strong.

Mother's Day is going to be hard for her, from now on.

Hard for a lot of us.

Or at least the handful of us who are still left.

I'm ( Read more... )

(From: http://www.sanctuslegacy.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=593)

Okay, guys, the next few days are going to be hectic, for me, and I feel like the sooner I can explain why, the better, so none of you are surprised if I'm:

a) Not online as much as usual
b) In a bit of a mood
c) Busy, when I'm online

Firstly, comes Social Informatics. I have a ( Read more... )

I'm... awful lonely ( Read more... )

Someone I hardly knew told me and everyone else on his enormous contact list that he was going to commit suicide ( Read more... )

Mmmm... it'll be fun to do a -normal- entry, for once. You know, where I actually talk about how my day was, instead of something deep and reflective ( Read more... )

And in demi-conclusion, there is a bit of an emptiness to art, as with music, in that it can't be forced. It is a beautiful thing, when it comes, but it absolutely must not be forced ( Read more... )

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Yesterday, I... did something that I never would have, in the past.

I locked a political discussion thread on our development forum, before it was finished, and :gasp: at a point where I was -obviously- not winning.

I gave up, and moved on.

I realized that there were more important things than my political views.

And yes: I understand that it ( Read more... )