falling faster and faster into a beginning rage of idolatry. i'm battling the thought of taking a time out with outside people and those to whom i let my sin engulf me. i blame only myself and my weak spirit. i asked and received, and although He knew i was not ready, graciously He let me stumble over my own two weak feet. "she'll learn", He says ( Read more... )

Dancing in the center of my living room floor with no sounds but the beating of hearts. the tv is still with a constant flicker of frames, over and over. being lavished with compliments from a truthful heart invites my smile to stretch from ear to ear. my mood is transformed from fear and insecure to gladness and hope. round and around, as i gaze ( Read more... )

"El Elyon", God Most High ( Read more... )

Sixty Five miles an hour down an endless path of darkness. Surrounded completely by trees, not a bit of blue is seen through them. They are hovering like stale eyes during my unwanted viewing.The lighting is dim and I am reminded of my ever so slight turn towards failure. My busy world has pushed You out into space, only asking for Your return ( Read more... )

*the new employee at Swifty stole my gas money, thief ( Read more... )

life surrounded by destruction

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As I was driving recently to take photographs, I received the best birthday present. For a brief moment, Indiana, life, was so extremely beautiful. I felt as though God placed me in this scene from a painting, but a scene never able to be recreated by man. The rough music faded to a beautiful piano solo as I was placed in this heaven. The fields ( Read more... )

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CHRISTEN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

making a wish......

Lately, I have been so out of touch with God. I feel myself ignoring His calls. I avoid being in situations where I must speak with Him. It gets to the point where I feel guilty speaking with Him or even spending time in His word. However, today we made up. Actually, I made up. God doesn't have to because, well, He never changed. He's immutable no ( Read more... )