Things change or people change. I haven't figured that one out yet. It is the way you see someone that changes, or what you ALLOW yourself to see, because others tell you and you don't see it until a certain point, something changes or shifts adn boom they aren't the same person to you anymore. I hate relationships they just stop me from focusing ( Read more... )

SO i am in California. For the first time in my life. The flight kicked my ass, it didn't help that i was still drunk at 5 on monday morning when I MYSELF had to drive my dads van down to manchester with him. And they were paging my name over the intercom when i got there and then i realized i forgot the cell phone which i didn't care much about ( Read more... )

i've been being a bitch today. I know this but i haven't been able to stop it ( Read more... )

Soo the new place rocks i think. AND we have a washer adn dryer and i love my room adne veyrthing ( Read more... )

Bored ( Read more... )

The cat that got out wasn't jude. I don't know what cat is was, but it was black and it was in the apartment and that's freaky and kind of gross. Alex should shut that screen haha. YIKES. sarah and i flipped out. She just yelled the whole time we were looking and i laughed. I love how mad she can get sometimes ( Read more... )

Perspective is everything. Honestly. I hope everyone knows this. and its not the things that happen to us that make up our character but how we choose to react to them. jude just got out i have to go find her

another summons whoo hoo actually this is the first one ive officially gotten or illeal consumption. I am pissed though we had just gotten back to jen and debbies. fuck it. I think we'll be able to get out of it though he didn't even smell our breathe he just said we looked like it. thanks champy. we're going to go fill out a police report and then ( Read more... )

so i'm thinking i should start writing again. i havent in a while. I should go to the park on main street i feel like thats my place no one is ever really there but i like being around people when i write i'm a people watcher i need another good book to read too ( Read more... )

okay so AFTER you fill that out ( Read more... )