Family is over, and my strength is failing me. My head is in pain, and my body is week. I can only endure, moment by moment. I can't wait for the MIR results. I want to be free of this pain, this torment. please god free me from this hell.

yesterday was a bad day for me. I headache kept me from going to two of my classes. Of the two classes a made it to, the professor's words fell on deft ears. I only went to my last class because I wanted to go to the math club after class. I would have been rood to skip class and show up to the club, where I could expect to see my Prof ( Read more... )

A lot has changed in the last five years, I am not the man I once was. I like to think it is for the better but I am no so sure these days. I am 26 and still in school, struggling to keep my head above water in a difficult major. I have gone from Business to Mathematics, and I find to course work far more interesting and challenging. I do not ( Read more... )

I had long since forgotten about journal, and have had a few more girlfriends since the last posting. In truth I only found this page by Googling my old handle, Bountady. I know it is a unique name and a nonsense word. I recall some alien in a Star Wars movie say the word and is sounded like a good word for an internet handle. It has been a ( Read more... )

Gas to drive to and from Kalamazoo - $30.00

Dinner at Applebee's - $13.50

Movie in the dorms - free

Staying up till four in the morning talk the most amazing girl ever - priceless

I just got back from one of the greatest nights ever, I went to a scout meeting and hung out with all my old friends. We went to Ramshorn and had a blast, it was nuts. While i was sitting that I began to understand why the people that I became friends with at western mean so much to me. It was when we were all sitting around the table and I ( Read more... )

its the end of the school year and I have been thinking about what i want out of life. I have decided that I want to become something larger than life, a person that stands out and becomes a leader for the people here at western. I am going to try and do two things next fall, the first is to get myself on the WSA. The other is start a back ( Read more... )

The title pretty much says it all. There was an entry I posted about me want to spoon with three girls, well I did get to spoon with one of them and you can tell how that went. The worst part about this whole thing is this means that one of my friends that said i should watch myself was right. However there are some good things to come out of it ( Read more... )

I am writing something for the sake of writing something.

It is really another one of the those days where I have not much to do. I really need to get myself a job, I was looking at some stuff about internships that was given to me by one of the RAs here at school. lalalalalala I don't really have much to say so I'm out of here.

She is the Rock I am the River ( Read more... )