i think i'm really going to try and update this thing more. i mean, for real update. maybe writing will make me feel better. i've just got a hundred things going through my head at once lately and maybe writing it all out will help keep me on track ( Read more... )

wow. i just read that entry down there from this past may. when i read it, i could hear myself answering the questions and it was really weird. i sounded so...naive i guess. just sort of sophomoric ( Read more... )

havent updated for while...heres a little questionare ( thing )

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just trying to fix something...