I dont know why i fucking, bother updating every once in ahwile, i seem to have trouble commiting myself to this whole damn computer thing anymore it just seems to be a whole big fucking waste of time....but ne way things arent going to bad i should be getting a place soon with the love of my life, brandy my one and only if that falls through that ( Read more... )

things are changing, their shifting, for the better or the worst? Good question I kinda have this thing goin on with a certain some one and its turning great but....then reality kicks me in the ass and i relize its time to pick up my lazy ass and make the cash. CASH its what makes the world go round well any how long story shory my hours are gonna ( Read more... )

wow man, you need to seriouslly calm down and just let this shit go, i wasnt showin off for any of my friends man i was just bien an imature asshole and your right you completely deserve to be pissed off,shit was said that shouldnt have been said and i apologise,so if your willin to let this go man not another word said ya know, so im sorry for the ( Read more... )

well its freakin wed and yet again ive done shit sept sleep and and play gunbound its prety sweet tho.ne way i gotta leave at 2 somthing to go pick my nigga up and give him a ride home then im gonna do god noes what prolly nothin all day again or maybe get blown off by that christina girl she was posta go bowling but NOOOOO oh well whateva ummmm i ( Read more... )

If thats the way its gotta be than so be it....im happy for you and im happy that your life is gonna get better and i guess that if were not gonna be friends than fine... but u should really go back and read the shit you wrote though and understand how i got that impression cuz you obviouslly had some guilt problems and if its somthin that you dont ( Read more... )

wow its 7 fucking 32 in the fucking mourning, and instead of my ass being at school im at home and i go back to sleep except the fact that if i do i wont be able to wake up in time to pick matt up cuz its a freakin half day. im not in school cuz i skiped to much and now im just sittin at home waiting until the day i start at freaken riverside but o ( Read more... )

well i might have been alittle harsh too kristy in the last entry but i just want you to know that if you decide to tell me ne thing well still be friends.... very distant friends but more or less friends and well ok bye

This entry is for Kristy because you are reading my shit but....you can prolly see that since you left that i write in this shit alot and im on the internet alot.But yea i was on your deadjournal for somereason i dont honestly know why prolly just cuz i wanna see what i missed out on lately the way you were feeling and shit but u dont update to ( Read more... )

Man i havent done shit all day, i woke up and me and my nigga a k a roger went and did things for ppl all day then on top of that to top the crap day off christina had to go and get grounded cuz shes a dirty slut...lol jk but seriouslly i was really looking forward to seein her but o well i guesss she doesnt like me or somthin i dont understand y ( Read more... )

Hello again stupid live journal im writing in here because its 3:58 in the friggin morning. but uh yea kristy left my fricking life and i dont know how i feel about it i mean u spend a year and a half with a person and u think that you really ment alot to them but i guess people just dont turn out the way..... you want them too but in a way im glad ( Read more... )