well here i am again, in alabama, with nothing to do... I miss my life in the city and I've only been gone for a 21 hour bus ride and two days. i'm tired and bored and alone, and no one answers when i try to call them and you all suck..I miss you..all..you suck monkeys...

he came over yesterday after i posted and told me he would never drink again and that he would proove it, i tolde him he was going to have to proove it without me, that i wasnt going anywhere, but that i wasnt going to wait around for him to fix himself, and that he was going to have to deal with whatever dicisions i made (and that includes dating ( Read more... )

I guess everyone wins, exept me that is. last night i went to see the man im in love with, and it was good but i should have known something was going on, cuz why else would AJ call my phone looking for him? to throw down on a bottle... he got drunk, that peice of shit, and called me at 1:30 in the morning rambling about everything that had happend ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel crazy, well most of the time i feel crazy, how is this possible, I went to rehab, i dont know who knows that, but i got out about a month ago, and I've been trying to set things staight but the world wont let me, i tried getting into a school, but it wasnt the right school at all, my social worker completly miss informed me, and ( Read more... )

i want my passion back I dont know how to get it, i tried staying sober. i tried doing drugs. i tried joining a theater group and couldnt make myself go, because i dont enjoy it anymore. i dont like any of the things i used to, i used to be an amazing writter, but then i got over courtney stopped feeling hurt and turned numb, and now nothing goes ( Read more... )

i went back to school, its been like three weeks now , the first 2 were fine, but not anymore, i'm stressed out and starting to feel crazy like I used to, I'm still crazy ( Read more... )

today I am supposed to go back out to shokopee, but i cant find my licence i have no car currently and the only way i get back my car is if i watch the kids for my dad, but only till ten I think.

I wish to be happy.

I got out of rehab, I'm livin life, doin what i do, my charlie is stuck in a corn field and my sister is moving back to the cotton fields. what am i gonna do with my time ( Read more... )

yup, well, I was supposed to go to school today, but I just woke up. so scratch goin to school. I need somethin good to happen, and I need to eat a meal and sleep everynight. no more staying up for three days without food.I wish I had something better to say, but my final projects are due tommorow, so I'm going back to work on them, call me if you ( Read more... )

I havnt gone to sleep yet, However I made my Lj all cool, so check it out and tell me what you think.

*Zalie*