I'm feelin really good today.. i've learned how to mess with the background settings on lj as you can probably tell if you look at mine.. its trippy as anything..and very...rainbow ish.. i like it a lot.. umm.. wel beth wanted me to put details about my chick on here.. but i dont really know what so say.. i miss you guys... if you have my number ( Read more... )

so....pride was last weekend..and i got married.litterally.....her name is Stash.and I...am completly in love. wow.. i Havnt done this in a long time.. it feels new again.. oh.. and she's a homewrecker to. just like beth. history repeats itself.

Inhate my father...and....thats it.

school gets out in one day and i think im going to flunk this year i have failed all my main lessons...i cant fucking do th main lesson book.. there is no structure to it and it just doesnt make any fucking sence ( Read more... )

this whole fringe thing that i was supposed to be a part of is gong terribly for me... because i acctually do want to do it i just dont want to take the time out of the day to do it.. that is some thing i feel guilty about.. i always say im going to do things then i dont do them...lets seee... i also feel guilty about abortion...the I dea of having ( Read more... )

I wanted to go to the beach today..but it just didnt happen...because nobody posted on the entry that said today is the day to go! thus i didnt know if anybody was up for it. GRRRRR!!!! ok so ( Read more... )

I missed queer prom again.. but i guess thats ok.. i mean i didnt have a date or a way to get out there..or any of that stuff so it doesnt matter...but i really did want to go...and i missed it last year to...I need to go back to being gay.

Its almost five in the morning and I havnt gone to sleep yet..I cleaned my room...it took four hours...I dont know why I'm still awake...but it makes me want to kill myself..the good thing about smoking pot was..i never had trouble sleeping...as i was trying to get to live journal I started to type my post into the web adress spot...what the fuck ( Read more... )

I'm thinking monday.. I mean i know its memorial day...but..maybe at like 2 or something....does that work for people...and then...hidden beach?or does somebody know a better spot?

I love you all...night night...
~Izzy

B and I broke up..thats ok...the only thing I'm really angry about with the break up is that he thought i was lying to him about a lot of things and i wasnt...I just dont lie. but oh well....I saw alex last night...he asked me out...i told him that it was sweet but i just got out of a really bad relationship. he told me that he's been trying to ask ( Read more... )

the guys showed up in this bomb ass black sports car (no clue what kind) with crosages...they took us out to Felgios in uptown...and paid for prom...they both looked so cute in there suits..i have forgiven him...seriously...i feel really good right now...B's about to pick me up and take me out..its our one month today.