yea so i like how i've spent $515 this week on my fucking car, i have my license, insurance, tag, and registration, but i still can't drive the fucking mother fucker, because my dad is a lazy son of a bitch who is making me wait until saturday to fix the thermostat housing. he could just do it right now, the auto parts store is right up the road, ( Read more... )

i'm sick...i just want to be in bed...i'm so irritable...maybe i just need a deep breath before i take someone's head off tonight

i remember that for a long time in my life, i went through a period where i didn't know if i was str8, bi,curious, gay, bisexual, whatever, but i have not forgetten how worried about it i got, or how scary it was sometimes. i want you to know that you can trust me, that i did not start hanging out with you just to get with you. i like hanging out ( Read more... )

oooooo....Green Label ( Read more... )

why are all the good one straight?

jon is a lot of fun. and he cares so much. he runs so deep, but in the act of emoting, he secludes himself. i want so baddly to be the one to hold him when h

aaaaaarrrrgg why are all the good ones straight?

i wish i weren't alone

Singing Sondheim: two scores in one day ( Read more... )

so i don't know what's in store with Green Label. today he finally asked me if i "like girls" and after telling him that i am "a homosexual", he says, "i have to be honest, i've done stuff with guys ( Read more... )

cocaine is a viscious substance. two weeks went by and at the end of them, i had no clear recolection of just how much i had done, 7-10 times i guesses, but i did know that over $300 dollars had been spent. it changes who you are unlike any other drug i have done. or gotten "attached" to. i started doing it as away to trhow away my troubles. my ( Read more... )

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