Man oh Man!!!!! It's been such a long day. Watching these six kids all night long is just making my headache worse. It is going to be a very long night. Man John has told me at 6:30ish that he would get online. It's now 7:45 and I would really love to talk to him, I think that he would make me feel alot better right now. But I guess that I just ( Read more... )

NOTHER SNOW DAY YAY!!!!!!! WOOT!!! So, so happy. Anyway, Not alot has happened since Saturday when I updated. All i am doing right now is babysitting. I have a major headache, went to hosptial last night, on a count of me not being able to breathe. It suck big time.
Will update more later
Jeriann

God, I am in the BEST MOOD! Last night, I went to the movies with John, Jacob, and Dakota, we went and saw Cursed. It was an alright movie. It made me jump a few times. I hate scary movies like that. We went to the mall before the movie. It was a good day. I didn't do anything that, could have gotten me in trouble. I was a simi good girl. ~lol~ ( Read more... )

I am in the BEST mood!! I just got home from John's. I have never felt so much for one person ever. I really didn't think that there was going to anybody ever I could ever love someone as much as I do him. Or even want someone as much as I want John! I will update more later. But just know that I love John and I always will.
Jeriann

Good God, I am so PISSED!!! That mother fucker needs to realize that I dont want anything to do with him. What doesnt he understand??????? I mean come on, I love John and I dont want anything to do with a guy who wants nothing but sex from me. HA HA! NOT!! John loves me for who I am, not for my body or anything else that comes with that! That ( Read more... )

John is at Sarah's today. He is doing a stupid report for Leffingdick! *lol* I want him to come home. I really would like to talk to him. It's been a terrible weekend. Nothing seemed to go right. This kid named Cody, who I bowl with, tryed to hold my hand Saturday. Kinda freaked me out! I screwed my knee up and I have to wear a knee brace with ever ( Read more... )

I got to go over John's for a little while today, after I got home. I was really hopeing that I would get to spend some alone time with him, but guess who just happened to be there?!?! JACOB!!!!! He didn't even end up leaving. I was a little mad at frist and it was only because I really needed and wanted to spend some time with John before he went ( Read more... )

Okay so anyway. John wrote me this letter today and it was really different. I mean it was a good different. I know that he loves me alot. He is going to do everything in his power to spend more time with me, which really makes me happy. I have been waiting for almost 2 weeks to hear that come out of his mouth. I am so happy. When we got to his ( Read more... )

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Today is Opening Day of the Play. I am excited, and I can't wait. This weekend was very uneventful. Absoluty nothing happened. Mom found the hickeys on my back Friday, but other then that nothing at all happened. At first Mom was a little mad, she asked me if we were having sex, and if she needed to put me on the pill. I told her no for both. So, I ( Read more... )