I miss John. He went over to Sarah's last night. I didn't get to talk to him because my stupid phone was being gay, and now I feel really bad. He told me he loved me like four times, I felt special. It would have been better if I would have been able to hear his voice before he left. But what can you do. I get to see him tomorrow and I can't wait. ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated in a while. Not much is new. Nothing but, I AM SO IN LOVE WITH JOHN!!! He is my life and I don't know what I would do with out him. OMG!! We were sitting in geometry today and he started drawing on my hand and he ended up drawing ROBO DUCK!!!! ~lol~ It's is so awesome! But yesterday was his brithday and me, him, jacob and ( Read more... )

okay so i worked all this week. i got paid a lot of money so it all works out. thursday night john, sarah, and eddie came over to hang out we had an okay time. i got my christmas present from john, he got me this really pretty snowglobe, it has little snowmen in the middle iceskating and holding hands, then around the bottem is got a lot of ( Read more... )

Hey, Today, I felt like shit. I was dizzy all day long. I feel really bad. But I am going to be fine because John is coming over tomorrow, and I won't cancel on him. I know once he comes over I will be fine. As long as I am with him it's all good. Let's see what's new?? Tyler is being really gay to. He doesn't get that I HATE!! is girlfriend and I ( Read more... )

okay, this is really gay. tyler and i have been fighting over something really stupid. it's got me so mad lately. he doesnt have any time for me anymore. i just feel like he doesnt care about me anymore, it's gay. but i get to spend all afternoon with john which i am really happy about. i really had a good weekend. everybody came over friday and we ( Read more... )

okay so tonight i am having every body over for a moive night and i am really exicted but in a way i am nervous too. i dont want to screw things up with john by being my true self around sarah and cassie and everything. he has never seen me around my friends and this should be interseing.
Jeriann

I am in the BEST mood. just got back from my choir concert and we did great and i realized how much john really cares about me and he isnt just faking it. I love HIM so much and i dont know what i would do if i lost him. i think that i wouldnt be able to be with another guy after the way he treats me. he is so good to me, i know that i dont deserve ( Read more... )

my day: school: Borning!!! lol i was going to go over to john's house tomorrow and i was really looking forward to it but it looks like now that i am not going to be able to go. i have a dentist appt. which sucks because i never get to spend anytime with him out side of school. which i haven't decided if that's a good thing or not. umm...i still ( Read more... )