I have noticed some little things this week that I love ( Read more... )

I lost five pounds, how badass is that? It rules, and i can really see the changes. I am so ready for summer so I can get tan tan tan and wear my bathing suit and not worry about being a little on the chub side. I am so glad I tan and not burn, that rules. I am life guarding this summer at the daycare so i should have some weird tan lines since i ( Read more... )

i had the best with russell today. He thought that I didn't have any money so he wasn't gonna get anything until my paycheck buutt he was surprised with the photo album (which is so cute p.s) oh oh annnd I thought he would probably take back the gaming keyboard thing I got but he actually really really liked it so I felt proud. He also thought the ( Read more... )

happy one year to mee, happy one year to me, happy one year dear jen and russsssss happy one year to me and i guess ruussssss.wahooooooo. I made him a photo album with a whole bunch of silly and cute photos. I got him this gamer thing for his new PC, cowboy bebop collection (which i actually like odd eh?), and i still need to pick up an awesome 80' ( Read more... )

i do not know why I thought about this but i did. I could never marry a gynaecologist. I mean i had to use spell check to spell it correctly. My husband, who of course will be hot and by hot i mean identical to um say jude law, would be seeing vajay jays all day long. Normal conversations about work life would consist of "ohh mannn hunny today this ( Read more... )

hows it gonna be?
my whole world is going to change.

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ben kweller ben kweller ben kweller, he keeps me sane ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything in a long time. I mean poem/book wise. I guess i have been busy? It's all going to pour out soon.I was inspired recently. There is this girl at sac who i met in the smoking section. Loud, crazy, redheaded chain smoking son of a b. All of a sudden she was talking about writing, and i immediately jumped into the ( Read more... )

Ive gotten better, but you know me, up down up down. I'm becoming stable on my meds. I have gotten over being pissed about taking them but you know what? If I want to get better, the first step is helping yourself. I don't know what I would do with out my amazing family. All they want to do is help, and I push and push them away. I'm stopping that ( Read more... )